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Zita naplója
Babe baba [70656 AL], gazdája Zita
2007-12-29
Tartalomjegyzék
A napló közvetlen linkje:
http://teveclub.hu/naplo/70656
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2007-12-29
" I've never done anything for anybody...Who couldn't do something for me.I string along a kid with promises that I'll pay him money.I keep him around because he looks up to me.Adam,if you 're watching,don't be a publicist.You're too good for it.I lie in person and on the phone.I lie to my friends.I lie to newspapers and magazines who sell my lies to more and more people.I'm just a part of a big cycle of lies.I should be fucking president.I wear all this Italian shit because underneath,I still feel like Bronx.I think I need these clothes,and this watch.My $2000 watch is a fake,and so am I.I neglected the things,I should've valued most.I valued this shit.I take off my wedding ring to call Pam.
Kelly,that's Pam.Don't blame her.I never told her if I was married,and if I did...She would've told me to go home.Kelly,looking at you now,I'm ashamed of myself.I mean,I work so hard on this image,on Stu Shepard,the asshole...Who refers to himself in third person,that I only proved I should be alone.I've been dressing us as something I'm not for so long...I'm so afraid you won't like what's underneath.But here I am.I'm just flesh and blood and weakness.I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH!!!Um.....
I take off this ring because it only reminds me of how I've failed you.And,I don't wanna give you up.I wanna make things better,but it may not be my choice anymore.
You deserve better."
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